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Mon Nov 17, 2008, 2:22 PM

Things:

Only like two maybe one person reads this but i dont care.
I like writing in here.

Soo..
on my mind:


Emotions
School
Life
Etc.

Why must good things always be broken in the end?
It seems to be happening here in my life alot.
idk. my passion seems to have been sucked out of me.
now im just wearing a shinny mask with a smile painted on.
its rather old.

break needs to come.

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  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: passionate music.

fever got me sweatin' if you know what i mean

Sat May 24, 2008, 10:47 PM
you know...
there is a point in every young persons life where they think that they are losing their minds.
sound familiar?!
WELL GUESS WHAT?!
for those who care..i had one fo those moments on thursday and today!
:]]
fun stufff

i serisously have been so moody lately that its scary.
one minute im angry
the next im happy and running through the parking lot acting like a drunk singing the beatles.
its actually quite fun to do. no lie.
:] and then...im dancing on fences like a total slut. and am really horny.
idont even know.

like thursday i walked out into traffic.
idk why just for fun i guess..but it just seemed like a fun thing.
I NEED SUN AND FLORIDA!!

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  • Mood: Passionate
  • Listening to: family force 5- FEVER!
  • Reading: the host

pooh bear

Fri Apr 18, 2008, 11:14 PM
i'm better now.
things are gunna work out.
..hopefully?
haha
no they will.

thanks for the love!

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  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Joe Brooks
  • Reading: 30 days of night

take it in the ass

Thu Apr 17, 2008, 4:16 PM

i lost about half of my close friends here today.
yeah.
it sucked.
but then again, it shows who my real friends are.
the ones that like me for who i am, and what i do.
they don't care bout the "rumors" that circulate
and the "reputation" that come along for the ride.
but the funny thing is...

there is no reputation.
they can't deal with their own problems on their own.
so gets blamed?
the "strong" one.
the "uncaring" one.
the "emotionless" one.
the "slutty" one.
in otherwords..
me.

but the thing is, i'm not strong, i'm not uncaring, i'm not emotionless.
and most of all..
i am not a slut.
the words that my so called best friends, my hoes, my biffles would not/will not believe.

the confident mask i wore to hide the shy and vunrable side of me is broken.
i'm a total emotional wreck. and it blows.

but the good thing about this:
i'm feeling more artistic and can draw decently now! :]

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  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Joe Brooks
  • Reading: 30 days of night

D:

Wed Apr 9, 2008, 7:44 PM

okay.
i know that i'm nver on,
and that most of you dont read these or even care..
but i need a place to vent where none of my other friends will see.
as;dfklashfdaksdhf!!!


its like, i'm getting blamed for stuff i dont even do.
and it seems like, they don't tell me when i'm doing wrong,
or they are mad.
its just so frustrating and uncalled for.
this time especially.

and it makes me upset and vunrable.
DD:
they people who are accusing me are supose to have my back.
supose to be my best friends. well obviously, they aren't doing that.
so i don't even know whats the point in putting up with all this shit if
things like this keep happening.
idk.
advice?

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  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Dear Juliet
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